How do I find the folder on my ftp with all my content

I deleted a page (totally doesn’t exist..actually get a 404 page not found error if I go to it). I’ve created a new page to replace it but I can’t save it as the old file name. It keeps adding a 2 to the end of it. Infuriating really….

I would like to access all of my “pages” (it’s a page) in the ftp and change it there. I’ve looked through my folders on my ftp forever and can’t seem to find it. Maddening… With my old html site all of the pages used to just be right there in the public html folder.

Anyways – can someone tell me where I’d find them?

Note: I’ve cleared my cache.